me having a 5 hrs break now...still got about 3 more hours to attend the Final Year Project(FYP) balloting session. later we will find out whether my group will get the project of our 1st choice offered by NTU (something to do with micro-bubble generation)...this is the only external project which can be balloted should more than 1 team is interested in this project. let's hope that God will help me spiritually as i would anticipate that this year is going to be a very busy year for me. If i am lucky to get my 1st choice, chances are, we are going to spend a lot of time going to NTU doing the test run and discuss project there. I have been to NTU before,so me feel excited abt going there to do FYP but not sure can adapt to the environment there or not coz i heard the supervisor-in-charge of this project is from NTU,not from SP....sian sian :(........
another thing, i will be busy preparing myself for NAPFA test, english O level(retake as private candidate)....i cant care so much,i must really try my best and chiong once and for all! With commitments for FYP,english o level exam, and NAPFA test, i may re-consider whether i should take more tuition assignments or not. Well, i need money badly,if not,i will be in debt in a matter of time...lol.....so serious meh?
Anyway, i really wish to pray for God's strength to help me survive this critical period, hope that i can manage my studies and financial situation well,and not neglecting my friends as well.....Amen!
Monday, April 23, 2007
Sunday, April 15, 2007
tomorrow will be my first day back to SP as a 3rd year DCHE student. Initially i feel quite excited abt going back to school cuz i felt that school is much better than the days in CPTC. at least in school u can do anything u want such as playing lan game, card games like UNO and dai-dee , and oso take photos and video... u know once u are in jurong island,u are strictly not allowed to take photos.
Never mind abt all these, the worse thing is that some CPTC trainers like April and Hong Wee are very particular abt ur sleeping habit one. they simply dun tolerate ppl to sleep in their class,as if we dun give them face one...(means dun respect them)....haiz,young ppl always like that de,wad to do? btw, i recently visited April's friendster profile, i realised that she's only 23! u just go to my friendster website: www.friendster.com/elvinsolomon and check out the photos there. u will see a group photo there. everyone of them is wearing blue in colored overall except one person wearing the light brown colour overall. that person is my trainer,April tan. if u see her face in tat grp photo,would u believe she's 23 only? Lol...she's very plumb,man. i tot she's already in her late 20s...lol...enuf abt her...
back again, another reason why i cant wait to go back school is because this whole week i am totally free lor,but very sian. either i stay at home watch some TV and do some reading or i go to my sch library jalan jalan..very sian and also waste of $$$ at the same time..which is why i am able to blog quite frequently this week.
but again,this feeling changed when i went out with Zhenwei yesterday nite. he is one of those of my frens whom i am comfortable with. thats why i love talking to him. he may be a very good friend to me most of the times,but he can be very temperamental sometimes. yesterday on the way back to jurong east on mrt, he felt very du lan with me coz i gave him that kind of attitude when he saw my facial expression not alrite. he told me that if not for the fact that i'm his friend, he wld have just walked away and pang seh me..but he didnt. it was then i am further assured that he is indeed my buddy who will stand by my side no matter wad...
Actually i asked him b4 if one day should i reveal the ugly side of my character will he still see me as a friend. i din expect him to answer me rite away cuz this is only a hypothesis question. he says he wld give me some allowance no matter wad...who knows if he really mean it...thats why i tried to test zw when we go to vivocity jalan jalan(ba long long) when we makan there. i delibrately remain silent or give him a cold shoulder for a long time to see if he will walk away anot..luckily he didnt or else we wont be able to watch movie liao...but i oso did the same thing to him ytd nite and he was really damn du lan lor...
well i dun mean to do this again but i was feeling sian mah. he told me that i lidat means i dun trust him at all...so i realised my mistake and apologise to him...fortunately he forgave me and forgot abt it. i really hope i can solve my existing attitude problem. after a good talk with zw ytd, i can feel that he can be my real friend for life cuz he is the first one who can really wake me up and face the reality. me hope that he will feel the same. so after this hanging out, i think i will be a more open person as compared to before. Thanks, zw,my buddy! yup because i have been hanging out a lot with zhenwei recently so when school's gonna reopen soon(tmr), i feel a bit sian diao cuz we wont have much chance to meet up even though he just lived only a few blocks away from me. anyway i really feel good to have know this wonderful friend who can cheer ur mood ur mood,so zhen wei(my lao da),万岁！！！
Never mind abt all these, the worse thing is that some CPTC trainers like April and Hong Wee are very particular abt ur sleeping habit one. they simply dun tolerate ppl to sleep in their class,as if we dun give them face one...(means dun respect them)....haiz,young ppl always like that de,wad to do? btw, i recently visited April's friendster profile, i realised that she's only 23! u just go to my friendster website: www.friendster.com/elvinsolomon and check out the photos there. u will see a group photo there. everyone of them is wearing blue in colored overall except one person wearing the light brown colour overall. that person is my trainer,April tan. if u see her face in tat grp photo,would u believe she's 23 only? Lol...she's very plumb,man. i tot she's already in her late 20s...lol...enuf abt her...
back again, another reason why i cant wait to go back school is because this whole week i am totally free lor,but very sian. either i stay at home watch some TV and do some reading or i go to my sch library jalan jalan..very sian and also waste of $$$ at the same time..which is why i am able to blog quite frequently this week.
but again,this feeling changed when i went out with Zhenwei yesterday nite. he is one of those of my frens whom i am comfortable with. thats why i love talking to him. he may be a very good friend to me most of the times,but he can be very temperamental sometimes. yesterday on the way back to jurong east on mrt, he felt very du lan with me coz i gave him that kind of attitude when he saw my facial expression not alrite. he told me that if not for the fact that i'm his friend, he wld have just walked away and pang seh me..but he didnt. it was then i am further assured that he is indeed my buddy who will stand by my side no matter wad...
Actually i asked him b4 if one day should i reveal the ugly side of my character will he still see me as a friend. i din expect him to answer me rite away cuz this is only a hypothesis question. he says he wld give me some allowance no matter wad...who knows if he really mean it...thats why i tried to test zw when we go to vivocity jalan jalan(ba long long) when we makan there. i delibrately remain silent or give him a cold shoulder for a long time to see if he will walk away anot..luckily he didnt or else we wont be able to watch movie liao...but i oso did the same thing to him ytd nite and he was really damn du lan lor...
well i dun mean to do this again but i was feeling sian mah. he told me that i lidat means i dun trust him at all...so i realised my mistake and apologise to him...fortunately he forgave me and forgot abt it. i really hope i can solve my existing attitude problem. after a good talk with zw ytd, i can feel that he can be my real friend for life cuz he is the first one who can really wake me up and face the reality. me hope that he will feel the same. so after this hanging out, i think i will be a more open person as compared to before. Thanks, zw,my buddy! yup because i have been hanging out a lot with zhenwei recently so when school's gonna reopen soon(tmr), i feel a bit sian diao cuz we wont have much chance to meet up even though he just lived only a few blocks away from me. anyway i really feel good to have know this wonderful friend who can cheer ur mood ur mood,so zhen wei(my lao da),万岁！！！
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
it has been a week since i graduated from CPTC internship,gonna go back to sch next week.sianz....
Reflecting my days in CPTC, i dun think i have learnt much there. although the ppl always ask me why i always look so emo, i still enjoyed the period there,such as getting to know ppl from the other stage like Florence,tian loo,bernard,kaiquan,ruey ming,ronny and others.; i oso enjoyed the time when we have our fire-fighting training,climbing C-100 distillation column, doing lab test where u can interact with new ppl u may not know in sp,blah,blah,blah....lolx....
it has been a year since i cross over to DCHE. i tot my character has been improved after i got to know new frens there. Sad to say, it is still the same. my current dche calssmates still think that i'm still very introvert person. u noe wat? i got to know this fren called ZhenWei,thru zhan hong when zhan hong n i meet to watch a movie a few weeks ago. Zhen wei think that i am an introvert person,but has a friendly personality. i was thinking: what's the difference between introvert and unfriendly?
then recently he told me being introvert means u are not so willing to open up to ur friends ard u,while being unfriendly means u dun easily 'click' well with ur peers,as in, sometimes u may look hostile to many ppl that they will avoid u. so he say that the main diff b/w extrovert and introvert is that introvert is very individualistic and independent,always like to do things on his own without any disturbance and he can survive w/o friends but the bad thing is that he cant adapt to the world he is living in,that means he is being existentialistic(spelling correct mah?); whereas an extrovert cannot live without friends but he can adapt to the world he is living in,wherever he goes,which means he is very flexible...
since i am an introvert person but friendly type and zhenwei is exactly the counter type, i hope we can mix well and get along easy and become best friends until we drop dead.....lolx...:p
Reflecting my days in CPTC, i dun think i have learnt much there. although the ppl always ask me why i always look so emo, i still enjoyed the period there,such as getting to know ppl from the other stage like Florence,tian loo,bernard,kaiquan,ruey ming,ronny and others.; i oso enjoyed the time when we have our fire-fighting training,climbing C-100 distillation column, doing lab test where u can interact with new ppl u may not know in sp,blah,blah,blah....lolx....
it has been a year since i cross over to DCHE. i tot my character has been improved after i got to know new frens there. Sad to say, it is still the same. my current dche calssmates still think that i'm still very introvert person. u noe wat? i got to know this fren called ZhenWei,thru zhan hong when zhan hong n i meet to watch a movie a few weeks ago. Zhen wei think that i am an introvert person,but has a friendly personality. i was thinking: what's the difference between introvert and unfriendly?
then recently he told me being introvert means u are not so willing to open up to ur friends ard u,while being unfriendly means u dun easily 'click' well with ur peers,as in, sometimes u may look hostile to many ppl that they will avoid u. so he say that the main diff b/w extrovert and introvert is that introvert is very individualistic and independent,always like to do things on his own without any disturbance and he can survive w/o friends but the bad thing is that he cant adapt to the world he is living in,that means he is being existentialistic(spelling correct mah?); whereas an extrovert cannot live without friends but he can adapt to the world he is living in,wherever he goes,which means he is very flexible...
since i am an introvert person but friendly type and zhenwei is exactly the counter type, i hope we can mix well and get along easy and become best friends until we drop dead.....lolx...:p