So far, i have joined TDS BSC platoon 1 for more than 6 months. SSC 20 and 21 have even joined the platoon already. Though the living pace now has slowed down as SSC and BMT training phases are over, life is not getting any better for me in TDS.
Ever since i came to TDS, from OJT until now,i have seemed to have made a lot of enemies instead of new friends. Though its not appropriate for me to mention their names here, given the fact that i have been enduring their nonsense for so long,i have no choice but to vent my frustrations here. I guess this is my only channel to voice out my feelings. So for those who have been very sarcastic to me or spread rumours abt me, dun ever think i'm a pushover just because i keep quiet abt it and that doesnt mean u guys can keep gossipping abt me!!!
Platoon 1 is very well-known for spreading rumours and gossiping. those ppl involving in "bullying" me are: 3SG Joseph (fan)Choy, QQ, Liang Hong,CPL Kristen, Jefter Ang, Jafar,Aaron,Jermyn, Jason Oh, Jason Lim KX, Han Loong,Edmund,Rafiz,Boon Hou,Tian Hui,LCP Chris Torsen the bi,Wilson,Daryl Ho(le),Kwang Wei,Yuxuan,Idrus,Kevin Chew,Shui Yuan aka shui jiao gyoza,Zhen Ye,Nicholas Lee,Weijie,Kynaston, Jun Liang and Azizul...
those names i mentioned, pls listen!!! U think u can manipulate me? Not so easy. I am sure God will judge u by the end of the day for u guys already judging me!
i knew from Zhen Ye and nicholas lee (SSC20) that the seniors (SSC 18 and above) have been feeding them a lot of stories about me. they have blacklisted me in this platoon as i have a lot of bad reputation in this platoon such as my ops very cui and my poor hygiene. none of them are willing to sit next to me whenever ther's a lesson or bus trip to another place. they are very sarcastic, whoever sits next to me is the "hero"...like as if sitting beside me will kena disease....Fuck u!!!
Although i am a christian, i wun hesitate to use such a vulgar phrase. i need to speak up one day.i know that i cant always be a tortoise,always hiding under my shell (comfort zone). So Lord Father, is this the kind of NS life i am goin to live? Or is thisgoing to continue on the rest of my life?