Hey everyone!

I would like to say big thanks to my blog readers,especially those who are interested and have been giving positive comments to my blogs. After i read the latest comments, i realised that this world is not that ugly anyway. there are still some ppl who appreciate me and share similar thinking with me, though there might be many ppl who will criticise me. I am very thankful of that.

Although i have mentioned that i will close this blog of 4yrs, i will still blog a little of what's happening to me whenever i drop by to view comments. With some people look forward to view my latest entry, I will definitely not disappoint them and here i am!

So far, i have been working in MPS for 1.5months. the first 2 weeks are orientation training programme,followed by start of shift work training attached to a team. After working with my team for some time, i realised that this job,or rather this industry, is not for me. It could be due to the fact that i am not used to intensive fieldwork,which results me covered with sweat at the end of the day. in another words, i am not physically conditioned to work in such environment. Initially, i thought it would be a fun experience working in Jurong Island but i was wrong. I have no idea why i thought of switching to another job (most probably a service job in F&B line), but ever since i was burn by steam trace and also kena muscle infection on my neck (one day MC), i felt i am just not suitable for this job coz this job is physically and mentally too demanding for me.

The only thing that holds me back is the financial problems. what if i had settled for lesser income job? i am afraid that i will go back to the days of "poverty" again when i am penniless until i have to go around borrow $.

However, i am still determined to resign from this job as a field technician. I hope that there will be some people who will support my decision.

Good night and thank u guys for ur time :)