Tuesday, November 07, 2006
today is the 3rd day of e-learning week... so far i have done engineering maths,heat transfer,BIA,and tissue engg(gem) e-learning assignmnt..still left with fluid mech A,PI and plant utilities assignment...fuck it! the fluid mech e-learning stuff is fucking sucks lor...dunnoe why cannot log into the package files,dun think i am able to do it today...must ask Kon to settle it for us...ok la,think today will start doing the BIA report le...dun think these few days will do blogging cuz will be busy with e-learning stuff nowadays so those who have been loyally reading my blog pls be patient with me,yeah?..ok gtg now..
Monday, November 06, 2006
today is the 2nd day of official e-learning week...so far this is the 3rd time SP is conducting the e-learning scheme...haix...sian...sure got a lot of e-learning assignment coming up. whenever e-learning is coming i would sian diao. although i dun have to come to school this week,but i can be flooded with just e-learning assignments alone! some more i have to complete my existing practical reports and study for BIA(basic instrumental analysis)test right after this week..let me see..so far i have done the engineering maths 2a,BIA and heat transfer for e-learning,for others like PI(process instrumentation) and tissue engineering are partially done...think today will try to finish fluid mech A e-learning..tomorrow then start doing BIA report(sian ah,the experiment result not settle yet! how to do report sia?) and fluid mechanics report...followed by doing plant utilities and PI e-learning assignment with my pract grp members and then have PI make-up pract on friday....
alamak,u see,this week damn hiong lor...si bei sian..seems like this week is the time for me to tidy up watever unfinished work i have left...like BIA report,fluid mechanics A report,make up pract for PI and fluid mech as well as doing the tutorials for watever modules and the most important thing is to STUDY FOR BIA TEST!!!
aniwae, i feel happy for my two tests last week. for heat transfer,i have got 46/50 and for plant utlities i got 36/40..hurray..especially for heat transfer test cuz i thought i might have lose a lot of marks coz of Q2,when the question ask u to calculate the heat transfer coefficient,hi. i have calculated the necessary data by"interpolation" to find the Reynold number followed by the heat transfer coefficient using the correlation...i have got all these properties correct and my method is correct,but it end up my final answer wrong! my answer is 867W/m2.K but the correct answer is one tenth of what i had calculated,the subsequent question also kanna affected...oh shit! a difference of 10 times,man...i tot i had screw up the whole thing liao...but the good thing is that i didn get deducted much for the answer error,at least i still get some method marks..yahoo! u know i'm so surprised i can score so high that i can do better than those who are usually better than me in studies..lol...
ok la...gtg now to meet meng suan and others for maths pbl as well as attending the fluid mechanics A e-lecture at his place............
alamak,u see,this week damn hiong lor...si bei sian..seems like this week is the time for me to tidy up watever unfinished work i have left...like BIA report,fluid mechanics A report,make up pract for PI and fluid mech as well as doing the tutorials for watever modules and the most important thing is to STUDY FOR BIA TEST!!!
aniwae, i feel happy for my two tests last week. for heat transfer,i have got 46/50 and for plant utlities i got 36/40..hurray..especially for heat transfer test cuz i thought i might have lose a lot of marks coz of Q2,when the question ask u to calculate the heat transfer coefficient,hi. i have calculated the necessary data by"interpolation" to find the Reynold number followed by the heat transfer coefficient using the correlation...i have got all these properties correct and my method is correct,but it end up my final answer wrong! my answer is 867W/m2.K but the correct answer is one tenth of what i had calculated,the subsequent question also kanna affected...oh shit! a difference of 10 times,man...i tot i had screw up the whole thing liao...but the good thing is that i didn get deducted much for the answer error,at least i still get some method marks..yahoo! u know i'm so surprised i can score so high that i can do better than those who are usually better than me in studies..lol...
ok la...gtg now to meet meng suan and others for maths pbl as well as attending the fluid mechanics A e-lecture at his place............
Sunday, November 05, 2006
It has been a very long while since i last blog... all this while during the sept holidays, i have been working in a small company called ITO,its a japanese company manufacturing mainly plastic parts,though its started by a jap boss,but its malay-dominated working place(the prayer room,many malay workers and all the supervisors are malay can tell u that)...though i am quite fine working there, i do feel very miserable when i met this gang of ppl...Soe,Elhazeeq,Ferdaus,and Camen... the first time working with them was not very smooth... initially we started out quite well but only after some time we started to have many conflicts...
the first thing i want to say is that my first day at ITO company was quite a 'wet' one..why? coz that day christine and jo called me early in the morning and ask me to report to ITO at 1pm on my own...i got to take bus 182 from boon lay bus interchange at 12 plus coz the place is damn far...at tuas south street 3...that day was a heavy rainy day,and i didn have my umbrella with me,so when i alight i was drenched like ayam(chicken)...some more,christine din tell me exactly the address of ITO,causing me to search up and down for that word "ITO" in the stretch of tuas south street 2 in such a wet weather...luckily i was very near that company,so i reached quite soon...the first thing i did there is to report to the office there...
i report to the reception counter lady there who was surprised to see me so heavily drenched,and she asked me to wait for at the conference room while she do some admin work for me...the waiting was damned long lor as the air son there was quite strong and i was drenched,u noe...after i have gotten my work uniform and changed into it in the toilet, the first person i saw is Raizan,my supervisor for production department....
Raizan was a young and handsome guy...but when i first talked to him,i nearly speak out mandarin to him coz he really looks like a chinese as i tot he was a chinese...it was after a few days after i worked there then i realised he was a malay when my colleagues told me that raizan was a singaporean and he can speak malay when he interviewed him...i just cant believe it lor! lol...after that he give me my locker key and tap card (just like punch card) and get me ready for work..only then i reached my workstation then i feel a bit comfortable coz the place there quite hot...
now the next thing is about my fellow colleague,SOE...when i first knew Soe, i thought he was a malay guy as he really looks like a malay..only after i heard him speaking to my leader,ah Loy,in mandarin, then i knew that he is not a local..he is a chinese Burmese guy from myanmar..just like Htein lin i knew in sec school,and coincidentally they actually knew each other since young..both of them are currently classmates studying diploma in aerospace electronics.. although when i first knew soe we had no feud with each other but i had a strong feeling that that he is no simple guy...because of his looks and speech and his behaviour...
he is extremely friendly to all the staff in ito..he keep smiling to them and i can't help thinking that he is a hypocrite,right from the start,...i know there is a saying that one should not judge a book by its cover,but as i got to know him longer this suspicion came true.. he is right. he says on the 1st day he smile to the staff there to show that he is not snobbish person,or dao and he says that he make friends with anyone,be it old,young,fat,skinny,rich,poor,pretty or ugly..ya..that's right,so that he can show off his attitude and insult,bully or or being sarcastic to them when he know their weaknesses...this is what happened to me then..after which he form a small "colony" of his own(together with ferd,zeeq and camen) then can resume back to his own personality that is to show his attitude among his colony...what the...how "fake" he is!!!
the real disaster came when i left my cleaning and fiiting department and shift over to ferd's and soe's work station... there's one day when i go toilet and urinate in the cubicle...then soe came after i exited the cubicle and washed my hand..not long after i heard him spouting out vulgarity(4-letter word) when he saw what is in the cubicle and delibrately shouted "who never flushed the toilet?!" hey i got flush de lor but i dun want to argue with him as it was working hours..after this incident i tot he never follow up...on one saturday that is hazeeq's bdae,only i,soe and ferd come 2 work...
in the afternoon when i come over to their side and helped out,i saw ferd is wearing a badge and i ask what badge is that? then he say its a badge for being most efficient (he pronounced it as "yee-fee-sient") worker...actually that badge is one of the plastic parts and he use it for fun..but i correct him by saying the word "air-fee-cient"..nothing happened but when i and others continue to do our work and and when i was removing the plastics from the jig,the plastic drops and i din bother to pick it up and continue to do work..then soe take this chance to say some sarcastics remarks "hey how efficient("air-fee-cient") of u,man! i think u should wear ferd's badge" when i heard him keep emphasising that word i knew that he is going to make life difficult for me... All thanks to that thermo-cum-heat transfer lecturer ST phua,or cP,watever u may call her,i got all these nonsense from all these ppl!...Efficient...must settle scores with u one day,ST phua...lol...
the following week, i saw 3cartoon drawings on a piece od papaer by ah man,my creative colleagues,depicting the pictures of Soe,the rooster head, ferd the da4 li4 shi4(macho), and zeeq the auntie-killer(including ah Loy!) ...then when i saw another piece of paper showing the drawing of a person which is toking abt me(such as never flushed the toilet bowl,"what de...,"air-fee-cient",the specky guy with moustache,luckily mole on my face is not mentioned cux they dun noticed it)...i was so mad!!! i certainly had a strong feeling that the prime culprit for this drawing was Soe...yet he dare to say that he dun noe who done it and the next moment he knew who did this stupid and lame things but he say it must be someone who dun like me...
i simply dun like the face of his,full of fakeness and hypocripsy...So sarcastic he is!!! but i didn confront him as i want to be a more forgiving person...so these few days i had been labelled as "mr Efficient" by Khine Soe(in actual fact he is not a kind soul at all!)
and few days later he come and talk to me,appearing to be big-hearted person and says these few days he and others(excluding camen) were just trying to lighten the working atmosphere which was very boring...so they just want to tease me only...your foot ah! who'd believe u? Soe told me that i should take the GEM on using logic in an argument...he was trying to say that i dunno how to argue with ppl,so they might think i am a easy target to bully and insult..to think why am i so kind to tolerate them? tolerance brings peace ma....but with Soe's character the word 'peace' never appears in his dictionary. he had once considering whether to join the anti-IMF rioting group for the IMF and world bank meeting during september...
i knew that they meant to bully me verbally just because i am a person with poor attitude and so different from them..hey i just want to do my job and take away the money that i earned...well i am poor so i need $$$ even more urgent than anyone of these 4 ppl....i know that they are more fotunate ppl, can afford to enjoy pubbing and clubbing.. u see, i dun even know the difference b/w pubbing and clubbing..and anyhow say that the pub opens at 6pm instead of 7pm the standard time and i got laughed by camen...
well i am left with no choice but to work hard and i dun think they should gloat over my plight..they actually say that they dun have to go thru the hardship as they are provided by their parents...especially soe...i know ur parents are supporting u in your buying of a motor bike u had longing for..even if u cant make $1k within the 3 weeks we worked u can still realised your dreams...yet u still dare to splatter ur sarcasm on my last days...So what if u can end work early to enjoy ur friday nite with susana?so what i need the OT to survive? its none of ur business! U go and enjoy ur blessed life,all i care!
i remember on my last day,22nd sept, soe delibrately asking me how's my sec and pri school life and further ask me if i had been bullied before during school times or else why i got bullied in workplace? and he left a remark saying that"its a shame that i din enjoy my work there" so what? my primary purpose of going to work is to earn $$$...i know u had many friends there so u say to me that when u leave u will get present from ur colleagues and they will miss u...and u say my departure from ito is "not glorious" at all. u said that i had no friends when i tell u i almost forget who are my sec school friends' name and forget easily the person i used to talk to. But let me tell u,u were wrong!!! i would know who treat me better and who is nasty to me...i remenber u keep telling joke to me,in a form of riddles,and u think i dunno that u were trying to divert my attention while u were standing in a place where u can check the supervisor is coming and u want me to kenna scold by the supervisor rite? and u also want to insult me of me deprived of childhood rite?
SOE pls stop all ur nonsense!!! i know u are much fortunate than me and pls stop showing me your authority of bullying! u will get retribution one day!!! Enough said....GTG now...
the first thing i want to say is that my first day at ITO company was quite a 'wet' one..why? coz that day christine and jo called me early in the morning and ask me to report to ITO at 1pm on my own...i got to take bus 182 from boon lay bus interchange at 12 plus coz the place is damn far...at tuas south street 3...that day was a heavy rainy day,and i didn have my umbrella with me,so when i alight i was drenched like ayam(chicken)...some more,christine din tell me exactly the address of ITO,causing me to search up and down for that word "ITO" in the stretch of tuas south street 2 in such a wet weather...luckily i was very near that company,so i reached quite soon...the first thing i did there is to report to the office there...
i report to the reception counter lady there who was surprised to see me so heavily drenched,and she asked me to wait for at the conference room while she do some admin work for me...the waiting was damned long lor as the air son there was quite strong and i was drenched,u noe...after i have gotten my work uniform and changed into it in the toilet, the first person i saw is Raizan,my supervisor for production department....
Raizan was a young and handsome guy...but when i first talked to him,i nearly speak out mandarin to him coz he really looks like a chinese as i tot he was a chinese...it was after a few days after i worked there then i realised he was a malay when my colleagues told me that raizan was a singaporean and he can speak malay when he interviewed him...i just cant believe it lor! lol...after that he give me my locker key and tap card (just like punch card) and get me ready for work..only then i reached my workstation then i feel a bit comfortable coz the place there quite hot...
now the next thing is about my fellow colleague,SOE...when i first knew Soe, i thought he was a malay guy as he really looks like a malay..only after i heard him speaking to my leader,ah Loy,in mandarin, then i knew that he is not a local..he is a chinese Burmese guy from myanmar..just like Htein lin i knew in sec school,and coincidentally they actually knew each other since young..both of them are currently classmates studying diploma in aerospace electronics.. although when i first knew soe we had no feud with each other but i had a strong feeling that that he is no simple guy...because of his looks and speech and his behaviour...
he is extremely friendly to all the staff in ito..he keep smiling to them and i can't help thinking that he is a hypocrite,right from the start,...i know there is a saying that one should not judge a book by its cover,but as i got to know him longer this suspicion came true.. he is right. he says on the 1st day he smile to the staff there to show that he is not snobbish person,or dao and he says that he make friends with anyone,be it old,young,fat,skinny,rich,poor,pretty or ugly..ya..that's right,so that he can show off his attitude and insult,bully or or being sarcastic to them when he know their weaknesses...this is what happened to me then..after which he form a small "colony" of his own(together with ferd,zeeq and camen) then can resume back to his own personality that is to show his attitude among his colony...what the...how "fake" he is!!!
the real disaster came when i left my cleaning and fiiting department and shift over to ferd's and soe's work station... there's one day when i go toilet and urinate in the cubicle...then soe came after i exited the cubicle and washed my hand..not long after i heard him spouting out vulgarity(4-letter word) when he saw what is in the cubicle and delibrately shouted "who never flushed the toilet?!" hey i got flush de lor but i dun want to argue with him as it was working hours..after this incident i tot he never follow up...on one saturday that is hazeeq's bdae,only i,soe and ferd come 2 work...
in the afternoon when i come over to their side and helped out,i saw ferd is wearing a badge and i ask what badge is that? then he say its a badge for being most efficient (he pronounced it as "yee-fee-sient") worker...actually that badge is one of the plastic parts and he use it for fun..but i correct him by saying the word "air-fee-cient"..nothing happened but when i and others continue to do our work and and when i was removing the plastics from the jig,the plastic drops and i din bother to pick it up and continue to do work..then soe take this chance to say some sarcastics remarks "hey how efficient("air-fee-cient") of u,man! i think u should wear ferd's badge" when i heard him keep emphasising that word i knew that he is going to make life difficult for me... All thanks to that thermo-cum-heat transfer lecturer ST phua,or cP,watever u may call her,i got all these nonsense from all these ppl!...Efficient...must settle scores with u one day,ST phua...lol...
the following week, i saw 3cartoon drawings on a piece od papaer by ah man,my creative colleagues,depicting the pictures of Soe,the rooster head, ferd the da4 li4 shi4(macho), and zeeq the auntie-killer(including ah Loy!) ...then when i saw another piece of paper showing the drawing of a person which is toking abt me(such as never flushed the toilet bowl,"what de...,"air-fee-cient",the specky guy with moustache,luckily mole on my face is not mentioned cux they dun noticed it)...i was so mad!!! i certainly had a strong feeling that the prime culprit for this drawing was Soe...yet he dare to say that he dun noe who done it and the next moment he knew who did this stupid and lame things but he say it must be someone who dun like me...
i simply dun like the face of his,full of fakeness and hypocripsy...So sarcastic he is!!! but i didn confront him as i want to be a more forgiving person...so these few days i had been labelled as "mr Efficient" by Khine Soe(in actual fact he is not a kind soul at all!)
and few days later he come and talk to me,appearing to be big-hearted person and says these few days he and others(excluding camen) were just trying to lighten the working atmosphere which was very boring...so they just want to tease me only...your foot ah! who'd believe u? Soe told me that i should take the GEM on using logic in an argument...he was trying to say that i dunno how to argue with ppl,so they might think i am a easy target to bully and insult..to think why am i so kind to tolerate them? tolerance brings peace ma....but with Soe's character the word 'peace' never appears in his dictionary. he had once considering whether to join the anti-IMF rioting group for the IMF and world bank meeting during september...
i knew that they meant to bully me verbally just because i am a person with poor attitude and so different from them..hey i just want to do my job and take away the money that i earned...well i am poor so i need $$$ even more urgent than anyone of these 4 ppl....i know that they are more fotunate ppl, can afford to enjoy pubbing and clubbing.. u see, i dun even know the difference b/w pubbing and clubbing..and anyhow say that the pub opens at 6pm instead of 7pm the standard time and i got laughed by camen...
well i am left with no choice but to work hard and i dun think they should gloat over my plight..they actually say that they dun have to go thru the hardship as they are provided by their parents...especially soe...i know ur parents are supporting u in your buying of a motor bike u had longing for..even if u cant make $1k within the 3 weeks we worked u can still realised your dreams...yet u still dare to splatter ur sarcasm on my last days...So what if u can end work early to enjoy ur friday nite with susana?so what i need the OT to survive? its none of ur business! U go and enjoy ur blessed life,all i care!
i remember on my last day,22nd sept, soe delibrately asking me how's my sec and pri school life and further ask me if i had been bullied before during school times or else why i got bullied in workplace? and he left a remark saying that"its a shame that i din enjoy my work there" so what? my primary purpose of going to work is to earn $$$...i know u had many friends there so u say to me that when u leave u will get present from ur colleagues and they will miss u...and u say my departure from ito is "not glorious" at all. u said that i had no friends when i tell u i almost forget who are my sec school friends' name and forget easily the person i used to talk to. But let me tell u,u were wrong!!! i would know who treat me better and who is nasty to me...i remenber u keep telling joke to me,in a form of riddles,and u think i dunno that u were trying to divert my attention while u were standing in a place where u can check the supervisor is coming and u want me to kenna scold by the supervisor rite? and u also want to insult me of me deprived of childhood rite?
SOE pls stop all ur nonsense!!! i know u are much fortunate than me and pls stop showing me your authority of bullying! u will get retribution one day!!! Enough said....GTG now...
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
songs of worship
Presence
Ryan Smith, Nikki Fletcher
Verse:
I feel Your peace You're here with me
You bring me all I need Lord, breathe on me
And as I wait, draw near to me
My soul it longs for You to breathe on me
Bridge:
Je - sus Je - sus
there's no one else like You
there's no one else like You
Chorus:
Lord Your presence fills this place
as we glorify Your name
There is no one else but You
Jesus my Saviour
Jesus my Saviour
let the whole world worship You
Tag:
let the whole world worship
the whole world worship
The whole world worships You
Everything To Me
Marty Sampson
Jesus Christ, king of glory.
Lord of all, we praise You.
Forever Your name, will be praised
In heaven and earth always.
Jesus Christ, You're my savior.
I will run after You.
For You are the Son of God and
King over all the world.
And I will never stop praising You
for all the things You've done for me.
And I'll be Yours forever.
Jesus, You're everything to me.
Jesus, You're everything to me.
Jesus, You're everything to me.
Tell The World
Marty Sampson, Joel Houston, Jonathon Douglass
Don't wanna stand here and shout Your praise
And walk away and forget Your name
I stand for You if that's all I do
'Cause there is none that compares to You'
Cause all I want in this life time is You
And all I want in this whole world is You, You, You
Tell the world that Jesus lives
Tell the world that
Tell the world that
Tell the world that He died for them
Tell the world that He lives again
No longer I, but Christ in me
'Cause it's the truth that set me free
How could this world be a better place
by thy mercy, by Thy grace
Come on, come on, we'll tell the world about You
Come on, come on, we'll tell the world about You(repeat)
Come on, come on, we'll tell the world about You
Tell the world that,
tell the world that(repeat three times)
About You
Ryan Smith, Nikki Fletcher
Verse:
I feel Your peace You're here with me
You bring me all I need Lord, breathe on me
And as I wait, draw near to me
My soul it longs for You to breathe on me
Bridge:
Je - sus Je - sus
there's no one else like You
there's no one else like You
Chorus:
Lord Your presence fills this place
as we glorify Your name
There is no one else but You
Jesus my Saviour
Jesus my Saviour
let the whole world worship You
Tag:
let the whole world worship
the whole world worship
The whole world worships You
Everything To Me
Marty Sampson
Jesus Christ, king of glory.
Lord of all, we praise You.
Forever Your name, will be praised
In heaven and earth always.
Jesus Christ, You're my savior.
I will run after You.
For You are the Son of God and
King over all the world.
And I will never stop praising You
for all the things You've done for me.
And I'll be Yours forever.
Jesus, You're everything to me.
Jesus, You're everything to me.
Jesus, You're everything to me.
Tell The World
Marty Sampson, Joel Houston, Jonathon Douglass
Don't wanna stand here and shout Your praise
And walk away and forget Your name
I stand for You if that's all I do
'Cause there is none that compares to You'
Cause all I want in this life time is You
And all I want in this whole world is You, You, You
Tell the world that Jesus lives
Tell the world that
Tell the world that
Tell the world that He died for them
Tell the world that He lives again
No longer I, but Christ in me
'Cause it's the truth that set me free
How could this world be a better place
by thy mercy, by Thy grace
Come on, come on, we'll tell the world about You
Come on, come on, we'll tell the world about You(repeat)
Come on, come on, we'll tell the world about You
Tell the world that,
tell the world that(repeat three times)
About You
One way
One Way
Joel Houston, Jonathon Douglass
Verse 1:
I lay my life down at Your feet
You're the only one I need
I turn to You and You are always there
In troubled times it's You I seek
I put you first thats all I need
I humble all I am, All to you
Chorus:
One way, Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One way, Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
Verse 2:
You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me
You will never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end
Bridge:
You are the Way, the Truth, and the Life
We live by faith and not by sight for You
We're living all for You
Joel Houston, Jonathon Douglass
Verse 1:
I lay my life down at Your feet
You're the only one I need
I turn to You and You are always there
In troubled times it's You I seek
I put you first thats all I need
I humble all I am, All to you
Chorus:
One way, Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One way, Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
Verse 2:
You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me
You will never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end
Bridge:
You are the Way, the Truth, and the Life
We live by faith and not by sight for You
We're living all for You
yoz...back to blog now...
continued..................
--28th march--
on my second day morning ,i actually saw someone who din like me----"Muka awak bachang Telor"(ur face looks like egg,hahaha!!!),kakak Linda!...she oso been attached to motorola the previous nite...i saw her at the reception counter passing thru the metal detection gate before retrieving her belongings then go home..cuz she working nite shift ma...so far she' s been working for more 1 year! Wow! she can really tahan hor...dunno why everytime she saw me like she has seen her enemy..why can't she just forget about the incident that happened so long ago? aniwae it has been 1 yr+ already,why is she bearing the grudge with me? nvm,dun tok abt this childish girl....24 yrs old already lehhh.....
let me tell u wat happened to me ystday...when we start work yesterday after lunch at 12.45pm, i encounter the afternn shift line leader..she's a female,and she looks a bit nerd nerd one,as she's bespectacled and her hair fringe looks a bit old fashioned or relic,so i and zhan hong always called her Nerdy...lol...but something terrible happened short after this. we are supposed to run L6 model,but we can't do it the method that JHT used but to follow motorola's one..so we followed how other clusters run the model lor,somemore we have been running L7 model back at JHT,the L6 so long nvr run le,i think motorola a bit not up to date liao...being jht ppl and working in motorola is very sian one,that's y i say work in 1st floor like hell!!!.... zhan hong asked me to do the screwing job,that is to use the mechanical screwdriver(last time i tot it looks like a soldering iron,haha) to drive the screws into the phone model...but the problem is, i had nvr learned it b4,how to do?but zhan hong still teach me how to do but i just can't do it with ease cuz this feels like masturbating--u hold the big screwdriver as the way u hold ur private part and when u are screwing u will like u are masturbating,..lol..isn't it very funny?
the worst thing came. when the motorola ppl came to my line with a measurement box and teach me how to do the screwdriver measurement,i realised that my screwpin(a magnetic pin needed to pick up the tiny screws) was lost..i was very worried cuz w/o the pin,u can't do any screw job and u'll be jammed with a lot of trays of PCBs,then u can't record ur target liao..i think it is in the measurement box(but was not very certain in the 1st place)..then i and zhan hong try hard to find the pin before i report this matter the nerdy leader..she scolded me for nvr tell her immediately(where got last min tell her?just lost the pin not long ago!) and she actually demand me to pay $30 for their pin...so ridiculous! At JHT,it would only cost $18 if u lost the pin...i told the leader that i am very certain that the pin is in the box but she din even go and check it out and claims that she din see a single pin in the box..pls la,i noe the production got possess at least 5 or 6 boxes lor...what kind of leader is that? too bad the person who do the measurement for me has gone home(as she is a morning shift) but forget it,it's just my luck to have met this kind of unreasonable person....luckily our leader Zhiwei-aka-Ahniu got kope one screw pin from JHT before so he may able to replaced the lost pin for me...praise the lord!!
so we go back to jht to collect our belongings before we take shuttle bus back to jurong point..wah,by the time we go home,its gonna very late liaw like 9pm or 9.30pm..but zhan hong says can earn extra money for one hour cuz we "OT" for one hour...haha..we reached jht ard 8.15pm..hey,really can cheat the hours leh! lol... when i was collecting my belongings,i saw Wu lan lan,the china girl.she seems very shocked upon seeing me as i have stopped work for almost 10 months(since end of april 05),and her rxn was,"hey,why are u back again?"..it sounds like she dun welcome me back. hai,am i really so unpopular?
btw,wu lanlan used to my partner in smt line...she's a machine operator,joining components and fixed machines..and i and my other friend was in charge of printing pcbs. lan lan can be very cute but comes to work she can be very kiasu. working with her can be very pressurising as she always complained,"没板了!没板了!"(means hey,no more pcb liao!) so i have to keep up the pace with the smt machine...every time when she check the comp and saw no pcbs in smt line,she would yell at me and says,"快点啦, 没板了!" (print faster la,mo more pcb liao!). How unreasonable she is! cannot blame me ma,cuz its my printing machine's fault,if she wants to blame,blame the machine la,but not me...so unfair! dunno why she always so chiong abt the output target,as if she can get more bonus for higher output...haha..
the worse is when she goes for her 40 min break and she ask my partner to go with her...she seems to like my partner more..aiya,why she's so biased? anything wrong always pinpoint me one but not my partner at all! i hate it when during her 40 min break i have to be one-man-show! not only i have to print pcbs and do marking on my own,i have to help that damned mad lan lan to monitor the line and help her to fix machine...sianz ah...
enough abt her....its time for us to go back to jurong point liao...really can't bear to leave jht forever as i will be attached to motorola permanently and i won't be coming back to jht again on my next sem vacation...sob sob..good bye jht!
--30th march--
yesterday i actually saw one person whom i din met up since we stopped work-->kar hui(coffee).. i told zhan hong abt this matter,,,tell u hor,zhan hong very funny one..last time call her blowgirl(so that when u feel hot can ask her 'blow' for u),then now call her coffee(cuz i ask him wat's her real name,then he tell me its kar hui and i think kar hui sounds like a bit like broken chinese word for coffee,that's y) actually kar hui is zhan hong's junior in their sec sch(juying sec sch),bt i just can't figure out why although zhan hong noes she's his junior,but din go and noe her and instead always like to cal her names and create a scandal b/w me and kar hui?
i oso dunno why he himself got no fei3 wen2 gf in JHT one,yet always mixed with guys? he always like to bully me one,asking me,"would u like to have coffee,milk or tea?" as he saw the 3 girls coming out together...i think he must be interested in one of them,but trying to use me as smokescreen rite?
aniwae, i think i am really fated to noe this girl....ard like 3.45pm,my line got no work to do,so i and zhan hong go other line help out but ravia from the other line ask me to help her clear the jam for her(i do assembly work very fast and pro one)...coincidentally, kar hui oso there to help out as she got no work at her "BJ" side..at first we din talked as we just keep quiet and do work..but after a while she take the initaitive and asked me whether i am going to poly or not...so we just start our conversation from here lor....quite nice toking to her,its not wat zhan hong's think as very materialistic leh..she's very ambitious bt nice girl..she says after she pursued diploma in biomed sci course in ngee ann poly,she planned to take up adv diploma in optometry in SP...
she's indeed not wasting her bio knowledge in sec sch...good luck to her success! maybe i shud learn from her determination and passion to take up a more challenging course...since i have changed my course to chem engineering course,i'll nvr regret my decision and even how tough the course is,i shall pray to the God for more strength to handle more pressure and i shall leave my studies to the hands of the Lord and pray that he'll bless me with a glorious future! Amen!
continued..................
--28th march--
on my second day morning ,i actually saw someone who din like me----"Muka awak bachang Telor"(ur face looks like egg,hahaha!!!),kakak Linda!...she oso been attached to motorola the previous nite...i saw her at the reception counter passing thru the metal detection gate before retrieving her belongings then go home..cuz she working nite shift ma...so far she' s been working for more 1 year! Wow! she can really tahan hor...dunno why everytime she saw me like she has seen her enemy..why can't she just forget about the incident that happened so long ago? aniwae it has been 1 yr+ already,why is she bearing the grudge with me? nvm,dun tok abt this childish girl....24 yrs old already lehhh.....
let me tell u wat happened to me ystday...when we start work yesterday after lunch at 12.45pm, i encounter the afternn shift line leader..she's a female,and she looks a bit nerd nerd one,as she's bespectacled and her hair fringe looks a bit old fashioned or relic,so i and zhan hong always called her Nerdy...lol...but something terrible happened short after this. we are supposed to run L6 model,but we can't do it the method that JHT used but to follow motorola's one..so we followed how other clusters run the model lor,somemore we have been running L7 model back at JHT,the L6 so long nvr run le,i think motorola a bit not up to date liao...being jht ppl and working in motorola is very sian one,that's y i say work in 1st floor like hell!!!.... zhan hong asked me to do the screwing job,that is to use the mechanical screwdriver(last time i tot it looks like a soldering iron,haha) to drive the screws into the phone model...but the problem is, i had nvr learned it b4,how to do?but zhan hong still teach me how to do but i just can't do it with ease cuz this feels like masturbating--u hold the big screwdriver as the way u hold ur private part and when u are screwing u will like u are masturbating,..lol..isn't it very funny?
the worst thing came. when the motorola ppl came to my line with a measurement box and teach me how to do the screwdriver measurement,i realised that my screwpin(a magnetic pin needed to pick up the tiny screws) was lost..i was very worried cuz w/o the pin,u can't do any screw job and u'll be jammed with a lot of trays of PCBs,then u can't record ur target liao..i think it is in the measurement box(but was not very certain in the 1st place)..then i and zhan hong try hard to find the pin before i report this matter the nerdy leader..she scolded me for nvr tell her immediately(where got last min tell her?just lost the pin not long ago!) and she actually demand me to pay $30 for their pin...so ridiculous! At JHT,it would only cost $18 if u lost the pin...i told the leader that i am very certain that the pin is in the box but she din even go and check it out and claims that she din see a single pin in the box..pls la,i noe the production got possess at least 5 or 6 boxes lor...what kind of leader is that? too bad the person who do the measurement for me has gone home(as she is a morning shift) but forget it,it's just my luck to have met this kind of unreasonable person....luckily our leader Zhiwei-aka-Ahniu got kope one screw pin from JHT before so he may able to replaced the lost pin for me...praise the lord!!
so we go back to jht to collect our belongings before we take shuttle bus back to jurong point..wah,by the time we go home,its gonna very late liaw like 9pm or 9.30pm..but zhan hong says can earn extra money for one hour cuz we "OT" for one hour...haha..we reached jht ard 8.15pm..hey,really can cheat the hours leh! lol... when i was collecting my belongings,i saw Wu lan lan,the china girl.she seems very shocked upon seeing me as i have stopped work for almost 10 months(since end of april 05),and her rxn was,"hey,why are u back again?"..it sounds like she dun welcome me back. hai,am i really so unpopular?
btw,wu lanlan used to my partner in smt line...she's a machine operator,joining components and fixed machines..and i and my other friend was in charge of printing pcbs. lan lan can be very cute but comes to work she can be very kiasu. working with her can be very pressurising as she always complained,"没板了!没板了!"(means hey,no more pcb liao!) so i have to keep up the pace with the smt machine...every time when she check the comp and saw no pcbs in smt line,she would yell at me and says,"快点啦, 没板了!" (print faster la,mo more pcb liao!). How unreasonable she is! cannot blame me ma,cuz its my printing machine's fault,if she wants to blame,blame the machine la,but not me...so unfair! dunno why she always so chiong abt the output target,as if she can get more bonus for higher output...haha..
the worse is when she goes for her 40 min break and she ask my partner to go with her...she seems to like my partner more..aiya,why she's so biased? anything wrong always pinpoint me one but not my partner at all! i hate it when during her 40 min break i have to be one-man-show! not only i have to print pcbs and do marking on my own,i have to help that damned mad lan lan to monitor the line and help her to fix machine...sianz ah...
enough abt her....its time for us to go back to jurong point liao...really can't bear to leave jht forever as i will be attached to motorola permanently and i won't be coming back to jht again on my next sem vacation...sob sob..good bye jht!
--30th march--
yesterday i actually saw one person whom i din met up since we stopped work-->kar hui(coffee).. i told zhan hong abt this matter,,,tell u hor,zhan hong very funny one..last time call her blowgirl(so that when u feel hot can ask her 'blow' for u),then now call her coffee(cuz i ask him wat's her real name,then he tell me its kar hui and i think kar hui sounds like a bit like broken chinese word for coffee,that's y) actually kar hui is zhan hong's junior in their sec sch(juying sec sch),bt i just can't figure out why although zhan hong noes she's his junior,but din go and noe her and instead always like to cal her names and create a scandal b/w me and kar hui?
i oso dunno why he himself got no fei3 wen2 gf in JHT one,yet always mixed with guys? he always like to bully me one,asking me,"would u like to have coffee,milk or tea?" as he saw the 3 girls coming out together...i think he must be interested in one of them,but trying to use me as smokescreen rite?
aniwae, i think i am really fated to noe this girl....ard like 3.45pm,my line got no work to do,so i and zhan hong go other line help out but ravia from the other line ask me to help her clear the jam for her(i do assembly work very fast and pro one)...coincidentally, kar hui oso there to help out as she got no work at her "BJ" side..at first we din talked as we just keep quiet and do work..but after a while she take the initaitive and asked me whether i am going to poly or not...so we just start our conversation from here lor....quite nice toking to her,its not wat zhan hong's think as very materialistic leh..she's very ambitious bt nice girl..she says after she pursued diploma in biomed sci course in ngee ann poly,she planned to take up adv diploma in optometry in SP...
she's indeed not wasting her bio knowledge in sec sch...good luck to her success! maybe i shud learn from her determination and passion to take up a more challenging course...since i have changed my course to chem engineering course,i'll nvr regret my decision and even how tough the course is,i shall pray to the God for more strength to handle more pressure and i shall leave my studies to the hands of the Lord and pray that he'll bless me with a glorious future! Amen!
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
hi,everyone..me back to blogging again...yup,this few weeks had been quite busy looking for jobs ,as well as working when i had found a job..
let me update what's going on ard me:
--22nd march--
this day is the day of release of my S2 exam result,earlier on i was very worried that i can't make it cuz i feel that i din work hard enough for this semestral exam,w/o further ado,let me tell u my results for AY05/06 Sem 2:
CP4088 MATERIALS IN PRACTICE(MIP)--- A
CP5034 CHEMICAL PROCESS PRINCIPLES A (CPPA)--- DIST
CP4001 ANALYTICAL & PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY(APchem) ----DIST
LC307A EFFECTIVE JOB SEARCH SKILLS(EJS)--- B
LC0218 CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS(CRS) ---B+
CP4008 APPLIED ELECTRICITY & ELECTRONICS(AE&E) ---B+
SP0201 CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT(CD) ---B+
Semester GPA:
3.727
Cumulative GPA:
3.685
when i see my result i din expect it to be so much better than i expected...Praise the Lord!!!
so the next day i just happily submit my application form for transferring to chem engg course in 2nd yr to the admission office,this takes me abt 1 or 2 months to make this decision...yahoo!
--23th march--
haiz,me now still looking for jobs--production,sales,admin,tutoring,etc..alamak,i go so many interviews for many days liaw still haven received a call from one single agent at all...since JHT morning shift supervisor Baoqing(the fei2 mao1) ask a group of us to go back to wait for call since 10th march,i have been actively trying to hunt a job....i still remember on 13th march morning i go back to JHT to work as per normal as i tot we only stop work for 3 days,but when i talked to yongjian,my fellow JHT friends-cum-junior(cuz he joined JHT much later than me, and he now going to study at SP 1st yr),he told me that others had been told not to come to work this day and wait for call first,then baoqing's pet(assisitant),Zijian,really asked me to go home when he saw me at the production floor...what a waste of time! the next day,the same thing happened.
The china girl,Yulan(the endo line leader,who always say"pastor,pastor"(which means faster) to rush us to do the endo test faster during the "shipment time"..wow! a few of us had been promoted to "pastor" during the shipment time..lol..and when we are going to knock off,she always say "house-speaking"(actually is housekeeping)..lol..why this china girl so funny one,always like to act fierce and at the same time act cute,with her super broken English) saw me and ask me why am i coming to work when i'm not supposed to come for work that day and wait for call? then she confirmed with Zijian and zijian cliams that he had already told me the previous day to wait for call liaw,but i dun think so lor...aniwae,i am so fed up that i wasted my time travelling to JHT for two days!!! hai, bo bian(no choice) lor, but to go home first lor..since that day(14th march) onwards,i had been busying hunting jobs lor,and even ponten my cellgroup meetings..sianz ah...
--26th march--
Good news!!! i received a call from Bobby at nite.. he asked me to go back to JHT the next morning but he oso tell me to bring my smock,covered shoes,wrist strap as well as my IC when i came to work...i feel quite strange when he tell me all these as i would noe all these when i come to work..luckily i still keep my smock and wrist strap as i noe one day they will call me...as bob call me so late at nite like 10.30pm,so i have to sleep early liaw,or else tmr sure late...
--27th march--
today is my 1st day to motorola..hooray! can go make extra $$ liao! oso very look forward to meet some of my JHT frz who haven gana terminate while travelling to boon lay mrt early in the morning...ooohh...very tired and sleepy...then i later met up with those CIT ppl,SMT frz,and as well ravia,yongjian and zhan hong....when we reached JHT by shuttle bus,we saw baoqing at the guard post...i tot she's going to tell us tat today stop work..cannot be ma or else y i got call from bob?
oh..then i see jo from chris agency at the guard post taking attendance then he ask me to punch my card and get ready my shoe,personal belonging and my IC and get ready to go motorola(at AMK) to work..no wonder they ask me to come back la...
oh hooray! Can go motorola work liaw...heard from zhan hong who has worked there b4 that the place there like paradise leh...lol..no la,we haven die yet...aniwae the place there must be much,much better than JHT plant at tuas..haiz,on my first day returning to JHT again then i got selected to be attached to motorola company...the first day was very slack cuz we almost waited until 1plus in the afternoon then start work..cuz we set off to motorola ard 7.45am,reached motorola at 9.30am cuz in the halfway the shuttle bus got ganna traffic jam at seletar expressway(SLE) ard woodlands area and this persists for 30 mins! woah,we were so bored man!
but we were so happy cuz it was indeed a very long journey so can slack a lot liaw....upon reaching there we din go to production flr immediately,we were waiting for Andy our JHT HR ppl who came with us at the guard post and he was toking to the supervisors..then we still have to go to the pantry area for the damn boring briefing...haiz..then the stupid andy brief the same thing again..diao,..at this time i tot its only 26 of JHT ppl attached to Motorola to work,but then i see some more ppl wearing the JHT smock coming into the room..i tot we are just there to support production? how come these ppl so extra one???
As for the work there,my first day at motorola was like hell(cuz i think the 4th floor is like paradise and 1st floor like hell as it looks like a bird cage with nasty security there..lol....shall tell u more in my next blog entry..bye-bye!!!
let me update what's going on ard me:
--22nd march--
this day is the day of release of my S2 exam result,earlier on i was very worried that i can't make it cuz i feel that i din work hard enough for this semestral exam,w/o further ado,let me tell u my results for AY05/06 Sem 2:
CP4088 MATERIALS IN PRACTICE(MIP)--- A
CP5034 CHEMICAL PROCESS PRINCIPLES A (CPPA)--- DIST
CP4001 ANALYTICAL & PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY(APchem) ----DIST
LC307A EFFECTIVE JOB SEARCH SKILLS(EJS)--- B
LC0218 CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS(CRS) ---B+
CP4008 APPLIED ELECTRICITY & ELECTRONICS(AE&E) ---B+
SP0201 CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT(CD) ---B+
Semester GPA:
3.727
Cumulative GPA:
3.685
when i see my result i din expect it to be so much better than i expected...Praise the Lord!!!
so the next day i just happily submit my application form for transferring to chem engg course in 2nd yr to the admission office,this takes me abt 1 or 2 months to make this decision...yahoo!
--23th march--
haiz,me now still looking for jobs--production,sales,admin,tutoring,etc..alamak,i go so many interviews for many days liaw still haven received a call from one single agent at all...since JHT morning shift supervisor Baoqing(the fei2 mao1) ask a group of us to go back to wait for call since 10th march,i have been actively trying to hunt a job....i still remember on 13th march morning i go back to JHT to work as per normal as i tot we only stop work for 3 days,but when i talked to yongjian,my fellow JHT friends-cum-junior(cuz he joined JHT much later than me, and he now going to study at SP 1st yr),he told me that others had been told not to come to work this day and wait for call first,then baoqing's pet(assisitant),Zijian,really asked me to go home when he saw me at the production floor...what a waste of time! the next day,the same thing happened.
The china girl,Yulan(the endo line leader,who always say"pastor,pastor"(which means faster) to rush us to do the endo test faster during the "shipment time"..wow! a few of us had been promoted to "pastor" during the shipment time..lol..and when we are going to knock off,she always say "house-speaking"(actually is housekeeping)..lol..why this china girl so funny one,always like to act fierce and at the same time act cute,with her super broken English) saw me and ask me why am i coming to work when i'm not supposed to come for work that day and wait for call? then she confirmed with Zijian and zijian cliams that he had already told me the previous day to wait for call liaw,but i dun think so lor...aniwae,i am so fed up that i wasted my time travelling to JHT for two days!!! hai, bo bian(no choice) lor, but to go home first lor..since that day(14th march) onwards,i had been busying hunting jobs lor,and even ponten my cellgroup meetings..sianz ah...
--26th march--
Good news!!! i received a call from Bobby at nite.. he asked me to go back to JHT the next morning but he oso tell me to bring my smock,covered shoes,wrist strap as well as my IC when i came to work...i feel quite strange when he tell me all these as i would noe all these when i come to work..luckily i still keep my smock and wrist strap as i noe one day they will call me...as bob call me so late at nite like 10.30pm,so i have to sleep early liaw,or else tmr sure late...
--27th march--
today is my 1st day to motorola..hooray! can go make extra $$ liao! oso very look forward to meet some of my JHT frz who haven gana terminate while travelling to boon lay mrt early in the morning...ooohh...very tired and sleepy...then i later met up with those CIT ppl,SMT frz,and as well ravia,yongjian and zhan hong....when we reached JHT by shuttle bus,we saw baoqing at the guard post...i tot she's going to tell us tat today stop work..cannot be ma or else y i got call from bob?
oh..then i see jo from chris agency at the guard post taking attendance then he ask me to punch my card and get ready my shoe,personal belonging and my IC and get ready to go motorola(at AMK) to work..no wonder they ask me to come back la...
oh hooray! Can go motorola work liaw...heard from zhan hong who has worked there b4 that the place there like paradise leh...lol..no la,we haven die yet...aniwae the place there must be much,much better than JHT plant at tuas..haiz,on my first day returning to JHT again then i got selected to be attached to motorola company...the first day was very slack cuz we almost waited until 1plus in the afternoon then start work..cuz we set off to motorola ard 7.45am,reached motorola at 9.30am cuz in the halfway the shuttle bus got ganna traffic jam at seletar expressway(SLE) ard woodlands area and this persists for 30 mins! woah,we were so bored man!
but we were so happy cuz it was indeed a very long journey so can slack a lot liaw....upon reaching there we din go to production flr immediately,we were waiting for Andy our JHT HR ppl who came with us at the guard post and he was toking to the supervisors..then we still have to go to the pantry area for the damn boring briefing...haiz..then the stupid andy brief the same thing again..diao,..at this time i tot its only 26 of JHT ppl attached to Motorola to work,but then i see some more ppl wearing the JHT smock coming into the room..i tot we are just there to support production? how come these ppl so extra one???
As for the work there,my first day at motorola was like hell(cuz i think the 4th floor is like paradise and 1st floor like hell as it looks like a bird cage with nasty security there..lol....shall tell u more in my next blog entry..bye-bye!!!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
hi,i'm finally back!
hello,everyone! I'm finally back after a long period of suffering+ me busy working these few days...so if u dun mind,let me share with u what happened to me on these past few weeks...
--17th feb--
haizz..today was certainly not my day! today i was having AE&E final quiz...although i have studied whatever i need to know,but yet i make a big mistake,that is communication error.. i din noe that today there is still AE&E class today! oh gosh,how am i going to take the quiz w/o attending the class? to think i relax for the whole day @ SP library and just wait for the quiz @5.15pm...
Actually Mr kong have already told the class that there will be last lecture today as per normal,but since i tot this week is study week so i tot no class lor..in actual fact i got one or two questions that i need to ask Mr kong or else if it comes out in the test i won't be able to do,but i din ask him and it acually come out in the test in the long question(worth 10 marks!) ...i was so shocked! How to do that question on zener diode topics,man?!! It was until the end of the quiz then i confirm the answer with siying and jasmin who are sitting in front of me during the test and then i realised that their answer was totally different from mine,so later when i cfm with hwee yun and eleanor,then they told me that there's a class today!!
Oh shit,how careless i am! I had no idea why these few days i am especially very absent-minded and tends to be very careless..Even in listening to someone's announcements...i feel that sometimes when somebody is toking my mind is in somewhere else(or rather say i am subconsciously 'day-dreaming'),when he had done his toking, i actually ask him to repeat himself as i din catch wat he or she says...maybe i'm too stressed out..oh God,pls help me!
--20th Feb --
today is the my final Bible study session with Jehovah witnesses...But i only meet up with uncle Roy at jurong East Delifrance@ JEC. Cuz i raelly have no courage to face Dinesh again..he is the best conductor i have seen b4,indeed...Actually i have planned to end the bible study with them some time ago but it was just that i can't find any excuses to leave them or avoid them,since my exam and sch holiday coming soon,so i intend to make today the last day of bible study as i can make the excuses of not meeting them,using the preparation of exam and me "going to m'sia during holidays" as the excuses..well,i have not told them abt me gonna terminate the study with them,firstly is becoz i dun want to hurt their feelings for we had progressed our Bible Study for a few months already and they had put all their effort grooming me to become like them,and secondly i am quite afraid to face persecution from them..during these period i felt very xin qu cuz every time i meet them for a study i have to act as if i am still interested to learn the Word of God from them but in actual fact ever since i read the website abt the account of that particular ex-JW (http://www.cftf.com/miller/index.html) , (http://www.irr.org/English-JW/jwfacten.html) ,(http://www.geocities.com/Heartland/2919/test.html) i suddenly change my mindset abt them..i find it very meaningless to continue to have BS with them,cuz i have change my direction in order to seek the truth..anyway today is the last bs with Roy..quite enjoyable spending time with him if not for the BS...i finds him quite a nice person..too pity that he is too obsessed with JW society,if our friendship is further developed or if had i known him earlier,maybe i can help to deliver him away from the evils of JW,but its too late...
Aniwae,i have finally gain my freedom! its really hallelujah! from now onwards i dun need to learn anything from this cult anymore..i can be myself again,no more pressure,no more pain,isn't it good?=)
-22th Feb--
oh no,today is CPPA exam!!! today is my first paper,so i am quite anxious as well as serious abt this exam..During this exam period i think i have suffer some sort of mild depression..for no reason i lose my temper easily...when something keep pressing me i will go crazy by shouting out loud in the public w/o hesitation,maybe i have gave myself too much pressure...i should relax,..luckily today's paper wasn't as worsr as i think..it was a pretty easy paper,but i am still bothered by the mistake that i made,it was until last minute then i realised that question i do wrongly..haizz
--24th Feb--
today is the AP chem paper...i actually overestimated myself...i tot this module is not so much of memory work and is much of calculation...i am wrong! i am quite bothered that i din manage to check my paper properly..i din even realised that i have done the long question on chemical equlibrium wrongly,until the next day!!! oh my god,how muddleheaded i can be! i have calculated the equilibrium constant(Keq) wrongly as i have forgotten to square the concentration of the product..as we know that H2+I2<--->2HI, and Keq=[HI]^2/[H2][I2]and yet becoz of this stupid mistake i have got almost the whole question wrong..and becoz of this, for the last part of this long question where they ask me to calculate the concentration of the species present at new equilibrium when 0.5 mol HI is added,i ended up using quadratic equation(which is very tedious) as my working does not enable me to square root both sides of the equation as i forget to put the square in front of [HI]...had i put the square in front of [HI],i could have simplify the whole thing and i need not go through the tedious method liaw..i am just too careless and stupid lor...dun think i can score high in this paper liaw..haizz..aniwae..its over liaw and let's hope that history will not repeat in my next few semesters...
--28th Feb--
finally today was my last paper(materials in practice)..Yahoo! this sem in total i am taking 3 examinable modules(AP chem,CPPA and MIP) and AE&E from AY2004/2005 onwards had ceased to become examinable module and is fully ICA(in-course assessment)...today's paper quite ok la..just memory work..just that got one question that i din prepared for as i din noe that that particular section will be tested in the exam..so i leave that question blank lor..what to do?So as sson as i finished the paper i leave the exam room early,together with ming rang as she feels embarrassed to leave the room so early...
oh ya..that day around 5pm plus, since my exam just ended, so i called Bobby to apply for a job but he is too busy to tok to me so i called his office no. the girl who answered the call ask me to go to boon lay mrt long taxi stand at 7.45pm for a job interview as usual..cuz i have worked under Christine and bobby b4 and as usual i am still applying for a nite shift job at JHT(Jurong Hi-tech) although it's very tiring working at nite 12 hours..What happened was that when Bobby reached that long taxi stand,he ask me to go home first as he says the nite shift doesn't need any male workers cuz my friend says someone peep at one of the nite shift leader(i think is xingyee,if i'm not wrong) in the toilet..he was peeping from the window just behind the cubicle..it was very dark there so nobody noes who peep at her lor,and so JHT wants to prevent such thing from happening again..i was left with no choice so i had to choose working morning shift,though the pay($61/day) was lower than the nite shift pay(which was $67/day)..well,i just accept it lor and so i come for the interview next morning and start work on the spot...
--17th feb--
haizz..today was certainly not my day! today i was having AE&E final quiz...although i have studied whatever i need to know,but yet i make a big mistake,that is communication error.. i din noe that today there is still AE&E class today! oh gosh,how am i going to take the quiz w/o attending the class? to think i relax for the whole day @ SP library and just wait for the quiz @5.15pm...
Actually Mr kong have already told the class that there will be last lecture today as per normal,but since i tot this week is study week so i tot no class lor..in actual fact i got one or two questions that i need to ask Mr kong or else if it comes out in the test i won't be able to do,but i din ask him and it acually come out in the test in the long question(worth 10 marks!) ...i was so shocked! How to do that question on zener diode topics,man?!! It was until the end of the quiz then i confirm the answer with siying and jasmin who are sitting in front of me during the test and then i realised that their answer was totally different from mine,so later when i cfm with hwee yun and eleanor,then they told me that there's a class today!!
Oh shit,how careless i am! I had no idea why these few days i am especially very absent-minded and tends to be very careless..Even in listening to someone's announcements...i feel that sometimes when somebody is toking my mind is in somewhere else(or rather say i am subconsciously 'day-dreaming'),when he had done his toking, i actually ask him to repeat himself as i din catch wat he or she says...maybe i'm too stressed out..oh God,pls help me!
--20th Feb --
today is the my final Bible study session with Jehovah witnesses...But i only meet up with uncle Roy at jurong East Delifrance@ JEC. Cuz i raelly have no courage to face Dinesh again..he is the best conductor i have seen b4,indeed...Actually i have planned to end the bible study with them some time ago but it was just that i can't find any excuses to leave them or avoid them,since my exam and sch holiday coming soon,so i intend to make today the last day of bible study as i can make the excuses of not meeting them,using the preparation of exam and me "going to m'sia during holidays" as the excuses..well,i have not told them abt me gonna terminate the study with them,firstly is becoz i dun want to hurt their feelings for we had progressed our Bible Study for a few months already and they had put all their effort grooming me to become like them,and secondly i am quite afraid to face persecution from them..during these period i felt very xin qu cuz every time i meet them for a study i have to act as if i am still interested to learn the Word of God from them but in actual fact ever since i read the website abt the account of that particular ex-JW (http://www.cftf.com/miller/index.html) , (http://www.irr.org/English-JW/jwfacten.html) ,(http://www.geocities.com/Heartland/2919/test.html) i suddenly change my mindset abt them..i find it very meaningless to continue to have BS with them,cuz i have change my direction in order to seek the truth..anyway today is the last bs with Roy..quite enjoyable spending time with him if not for the BS...i finds him quite a nice person..too pity that he is too obsessed with JW society,if our friendship is further developed or if had i known him earlier,maybe i can help to deliver him away from the evils of JW,but its too late...
Aniwae,i have finally gain my freedom! its really hallelujah! from now onwards i dun need to learn anything from this cult anymore..i can be myself again,no more pressure,no more pain,isn't it good?=)
-22th Feb--
oh no,today is CPPA exam!!! today is my first paper,so i am quite anxious as well as serious abt this exam..During this exam period i think i have suffer some sort of mild depression..for no reason i lose my temper easily...when something keep pressing me i will go crazy by shouting out loud in the public w/o hesitation,maybe i have gave myself too much pressure...i should relax,..luckily today's paper wasn't as worsr as i think..it was a pretty easy paper,but i am still bothered by the mistake that i made,it was until last minute then i realised that question i do wrongly..haizz
--24th Feb--
today is the AP chem paper...i actually overestimated myself...i tot this module is not so much of memory work and is much of calculation...i am wrong! i am quite bothered that i din manage to check my paper properly..i din even realised that i have done the long question on chemical equlibrium wrongly,until the next day!!! oh my god,how muddleheaded i can be! i have calculated the equilibrium constant(Keq) wrongly as i have forgotten to square the concentration of the product..as we know that H2+I2<--->2HI, and Keq=[HI]^2/[H2][I2]and yet becoz of this stupid mistake i have got almost the whole question wrong..and becoz of this, for the last part of this long question where they ask me to calculate the concentration of the species present at new equilibrium when 0.5 mol HI is added,i ended up using quadratic equation(which is very tedious) as my working does not enable me to square root both sides of the equation as i forget to put the square in front of [HI]...had i put the square in front of [HI],i could have simplify the whole thing and i need not go through the tedious method liaw..i am just too careless and stupid lor...dun think i can score high in this paper liaw..haizz..aniwae..its over liaw and let's hope that history will not repeat in my next few semesters...
--28th Feb--
finally today was my last paper(materials in practice)..Yahoo! this sem in total i am taking 3 examinable modules(AP chem,CPPA and MIP) and AE&E from AY2004/2005 onwards had ceased to become examinable module and is fully ICA(in-course assessment)...today's paper quite ok la..just memory work..just that got one question that i din prepared for as i din noe that that particular section will be tested in the exam..so i leave that question blank lor..what to do?So as sson as i finished the paper i leave the exam room early,together with ming rang as she feels embarrassed to leave the room so early...
oh ya..that day around 5pm plus, since my exam just ended, so i called Bobby to apply for a job but he is too busy to tok to me so i called his office no. the girl who answered the call ask me to go to boon lay mrt long taxi stand at 7.45pm for a job interview as usual..cuz i have worked under Christine and bobby b4 and as usual i am still applying for a nite shift job at JHT(Jurong Hi-tech) although it's very tiring working at nite 12 hours..What happened was that when Bobby reached that long taxi stand,he ask me to go home first as he says the nite shift doesn't need any male workers cuz my friend says someone peep at one of the nite shift leader(i think is xingyee,if i'm not wrong) in the toilet..he was peeping from the window just behind the cubicle..it was very dark there so nobody noes who peep at her lor,and so JHT wants to prevent such thing from happening again..i was left with no choice so i had to choose working morning shift,though the pay($61/day) was lower than the nite shift pay(which was $67/day)..well,i just accept it lor and so i come for the interview next morning and start work on the spot...
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