Thursday, January 19, 2006

I was deceived.....


Recently, I was surfing the internet. As i was very bored so i decide to check up on the information on Jehoveh Witnesses,JW. So i was led to this website:
http://www.cftf.com/miller/index.html. This website is about how a ex-JW victims was
deceived by JW society for so many years.


Do u know why i check up on JW? I have done some reflection on myself recently,thinking why am i accepting teachings from JW? isit just because Dinesh(Bible study conductor) was very nice to me,so i have to repay him by continue to study with him? Why my previous careleader say i have backslided for so long? When did i change dramatically? So i pray to heavenly Father for guidance and strength to keep me going...

Fortunately heavenly Father must have heard my prayer and answered my prayer... Recently i gain the strength from holy spirit and decides to do a research on JW syndicate. As stated in the Bible,Matt 7:7-8 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened"
So after some intensive research, God have let me find the truth abt JW. Previously, my careleader have warned me tat JW is a cult but i jarred my ear on them and yet i din bother to do research on JW. I simply accept teachings from JW w/o any doubts...thinking back, am i really a fool to do tat? I began to feel bad and repentant abt my past association with JW ppl, but now i really understand the meanings behind the verse(Matt 7:7-8). Serving god is indeed not easy as u think, bt if u r diligent and determined to find out the truth, u wouldn mind spending ur precious time doing this. So i was led to the above website and
diligently read the entire online book in this website. I tell u, this is a true story, so there must be some honesty in this narration...

This ex-JW was used to be in military line, however, after he and his wife got to know the ppl from WatchTower Society(JW syndicate) and began so-called bible study with them he had to quit his job. the man decides to leave watchtower society and do an intensive investigation on this syndicate. JW was indeed a cult..! Since the day i got to know raymond i know something was wrong bt i din bother...What he teach abt the worldly celebrations are not allowed, Jesus did not die on a cross bt on a torture stake, and their disbelief in trinity was all rubbish!!!

Back to what i want to say, after i read that man's true story, i really,really felt cheated, at the same time,ashamed.... i begin to have a second opinion abt JW...Although Dinesh have assured me tat he won't pressurise me to join his church, but if i continue to study with him,i think it would be very meaningless for they have lost my trust in them... i decide to resume back to my life before i got know ppl from jw..I even got reunited with a cell group whom i din keep in touch with for a long time, i believe my life will be much better than now...This is God's love for me,He dum want me to be kept away from the truth...to think JW says they are the most righteous ppl on the earth when they themselves are wolves in sheep's clothings!!! haha...is it funny???

I would know that God hasn't forsaken me although i am a backslider...i can really feel God's love for me. Thank u,my dear heavenly Father! As of today onwards, I will discontinue my bible study with Dinesh and Roy.... i think i would felt much relieved bt at the same time feel bad as dinesh have treated me as a good friend, the problem is how am i am going to break this critical decision to Dinesh?

Dear viewers, u may want to access the above website i have highlighted in purple. if any one of u are ex-JW victims, feel free to share ur experiences with JW society. Thanks =)

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